Tuesday, December 29, 2009

You know, sometimes, things just go all of a sudden in one night.

Like, I'm finally seeing something. I don't neeed any of those. So all I do now is to stay silent and do the minimum that pleases, while putting my utmost effort to others.



Lily Allen - The Fear

here's the link to the video if you're interested
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL6DlOQIwaY&feature=related
Not as if you haven't seen it, but its worth listening.

Sorry for not being able to embed the original music video up here, its been disabled. There's just this special quality of this song that makes you want to hold on to it. .. or not, I mean it just makes so much sense all of a sudden. Think I've been so caught up at times I forget about how little these materialistic things count.


I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear

Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And its not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
'Cuz I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear


Feels like a night of inspiration.

Not wearing my heart on my sleeves tonight.

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